Better

Today was a good day. Busy enough at work. But not so busy that I am dead. I have been really tired. I am now waking up about 2 to 3 times a night. I never woke up before I used to joke that I could sleep through a fire. Not any more I think my little boy like to sit right on my bladder. My back is killing me. I need a massage so bad. I also would like more time in the day. I'm not asking for a lot am I?

I have been sitting here tonight feeling bad for myself so I started to read my favorite blog. Nie Nie Dialogues. Her out look on life just amazes me. I have so much to be thankful for. Some times I think I forget. I think we all forget. I have found myself forgetting how lucky and blessed I really am.

I have a friend that was going to have a baby about 3 weeks before I am. She gave birth to him at 26 weeks. I got on to facebook today I read that he had passed away. My heart went out to her. Reading that news really hit home for me. I can't even wrap my head around what she must be going through right now. I am so in love with my baby and I have not even met him yet. I just feel so bad for her.

I really need to go to bed I will be up in about 3 hours to go potty and then another 3 hours to go again. I have a really long day at work tomorrow. Good Night.

Baby Clothes

We have had so much fun getting clothes for Porter. Now that we know he is a boy. I took some pictures. LOL.. I'm a dork I know.

We have are trying to remember that he is going to be bigger than just 3 month so we are getting bigger sizes too. Yes he has cute bath towel and he also has a star wars shirt.. Thanks to his dad. We are having fun. I think we need to get him some pants now I just noticed all the pictures are of shirts. LOL... Poor kid.

BABY PORTER

Meet Porter...

Sad... Happy

I'm sad because I forgot about my blog. LOL.. How did I forget. So much has been going on in our lives. I don't think I will remember ever thing. This may be a very random post. It was been crazy.

The week before Fathers Day we found out we were expecting our first baby.. WHAT?? How did that happen... Ok I know how that happens. So that has been quite the adventure. I got really sick but only at night so that was lucky. We tried to wait to tell people. But that didn't work very well. So here we are... 20 weeks along.. Oh and we are having a BOY!!! His name is going to be Porter Rustin Harris. We are so excited. We are due Feb. 11 and so far so good. So far he has some really cute clothes. I look at stuff that we need to get, and I keep thinking where are we going to put all of this stuff. But we are so excited and can't wait for little Porter to join our family.

On more of a sad note we lost two family members this summer. Around Fathers Day we lost Rustin's aunt Toni. We loved aunt Toni, she always had a smile on her face. We will miss her! And then on Aug. 21 on my Grandpa Tebbs birthday my Grandpa passed alway. I miss my Grandpa so much. He was such a good man. He taught us all so much. I wish he was still here so our kids could meet him and love him as much as we did.

On a happier note it is football season again. That means family, food and good games. Yea!!! We love to go to the Dixie State Football. It does get better than that.

Well I think that is about it. Well what I can think of right now. I will be better about Blogging I am making it a goal of mine. :)

Forgot?

I really didn't forget about my blog. We have just been so busy. Doing what you ask?? Who knows I feel like we are never home. I am not going to try to catch up. That would be way to hard for me.. I think that would just be a big head ache. I am just going to pick up right now.

I am only working 4 days a week now. I started going to yoga on my days off. And I am loving it. It is kicking my butt! Rustin is just working, gaming, ect... We have been spending a lot of time with family. Which I love. I have always said friends will come and go but you will always have your family, and wow we have really found that out.

Any ways we got to go to Austins soccer game last night. He did really good. We missed 1/2 of it but got a few pics.

It was really cold too. His team won 3 to1. Good Job Oz! After the game we went to dinner at Pepper with Randy and Heather. What can I say it is alway fun going to dinner with Randy.. Finished the night at Wal-mart. We are wild and crazy like that. LOL. We were running low on s'more stuff. It is that time of year again at our house.