Better

Today was a good day. Busy enough at work. But not so busy that I am dead. I have been really tired. I am now waking up about 2 to 3 times a night. I never woke up before I used to joke that I could sleep through a fire. Not any more I think my little boy like to sit right on my bladder. My back is killing me. I need a massage so bad. I also would like more time in the day. I'm not asking for a lot am I?

I have been sitting here tonight feeling bad for myself so I started to read my favorite blog. Nie Nie Dialogues. Her out look on life just amazes me. I have so much to be thankful for. Some times I think I forget. I think we all forget. I have found myself forgetting how lucky and blessed I really am.

I have a friend that was going to have a baby about 3 weeks before I am. She gave birth to him at 26 weeks. I got on to facebook today I read that he had passed away. My heart went out to her. Reading that news really hit home for me. I can't even wrap my head around what she must be going through right now. I am so in love with my baby and I have not even met him yet. I just feel so bad for her.

I really need to go to bed I will be up in about 3 hours to go potty and then another 3 hours to go again. I have a really long day at work tomorrow. Good Night.